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Name: Courtney
Location: Toledo, Ohio, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: Pretty much:Shopping, Starbucks Coffee, spoiling my Goddaughter, my Monte Carlo, Country Music, working out, running, NASCAR (Tony Stewart), football, Sunflowers, desert, Politics, playing the flute, and reading….
Expertise: That depends on the moment...I am good at what I believe in...I also do a lot of things for fun and not because I am good at them! ...so in the end it all pays off...
Occupation: Graduation Specialist
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/11/2004
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| Wow! Where has the time gone? I can't believe that it has been almost a year that I haven't really written on this...makes me wonder. I guess it's because this seems to be a "fade" like everything else... one day it is the coolest thing and all my friends are doing it and then life catches up with you and this gets away from you. Well it has always been on my favorites since I got the account so I decided to log on. I really should be sleeping since I have to be up for work at 6:30, but I can't sleep. I don't know, maybe it is because we are going back to work after being off for a week and a half, or maybe it is the amount of work that within the next week I will have coming to me... I am really not sure.
The year has come and gone, I know one thing for sure, I am a much stronger person then I was last year at this time. The only good thing that was going on last year at this exact time is that within 2 weeks I had lost about 20 pounds... yep that is what not eating does to you! The bad thing, my heart was in a million different pieces on the floor. I was in a way lied to and cheated on. Hard to figure out what to do after that happens. Don't worry I got my appetite back and gained the weight back and in the process I became a stronger person. Can't say I am the strongest at times, but I push through.
until next time...
Court
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| I know whatever is meant to be will work out...
this is soo hard.
I wish God would give me a sign of something to make me feel better.
I hope something works out soon because I am not sure how much more of this I can take.
Until Next time....
Court | | |
| a broken heart?
Not one that is just broken...smashed into a million little pieces laying on the floor to be walked all over.
That is my quest...to mend this broken heart. I have been analogizing the situation and I have no idea how to proceed.
Until next time..
Court | | |
| I am not sure what is harder...
Talking to you or not hearing from you....
until next time...
Court | | |
| And you get to a point where you stop feeling sorry for yourself.
You realize no one's going to save you, so you have to save yourself.
You turn your life around, not knowing where you're going,
just knowing that you'll do anything, anything to be happy again. | | |
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